family dinners

one table, six chairs.three, well worn,the rest, collecting dust, this will never feel like home.one table, six chairs.forget you, would that i might.i sank into mine,a little too comfortably.i must have built up an appetite.it was the same carousel every night.the three of us,nudging plates and wielding knives.it was the same carousel every night.those three […]

a lonely night, the fat cat hotel, and I.

bleed, why don’t you?for the one love you’ll never profess,bleed,i think it’s time that you confessed.bleed,the cheap glass thorns on the hotel floor,why don’t you tell them?tell them how you always wanted more.an easier road,and a high, higher than all the ones you’d had before.are you scared to?i thought you liked the gore,you built them […]

I’m Afraid I May

I feel like the best words are the ones I don’t say. Too afraid to ask, I’m afraid I may. In fleeting glances, You gave me several chances. I shouldn’t have walked away. Tonight, If I gave you my hand, And didn’t say a word, Would you still take it? If you did, From the […]

Days

today, it is the lack of productivity.tomorrow, I don’t know what it’ll be. everyday something sets off a slew of panic, and everyday I have no one to blame but myself. and that can’t be right, can it? can it? I keep counting down the days, hoping I’ll reach a red cross down the line,something […]

I Was Only Ever Good At Crashing Parties

I was only ever good at crashing parties,And staying holed up in places I didn’t belong.Leaving traces, then changing faces,I know I wish I never crashed yours.I’m guilty,In more ways than one,I know, but it hasn’t exactly been fun.Maybe I scared you,I didn’t mean to.This was supposed to be a fresh start, after all.Even if […]